// Why do people always let me down or disappoint me?//

I always put my stuff on hold for them, to help or support them. When I’m about to get the nice payment in return they just let me down or dissapoint me.

But then I would shrug it off as if it’s no problem at all. I don’t mind or care but in the long run I get fed up and feel real bad. You’re nice and kindness never gets an appreciation from anyone afterwords.

I would always say fuck being nice, kind and supportive but I never can just fuck it. Because it’s my nature to just help, be kind and all that.

But at the end I just get the pain back.

Fuck it.